Gas fee substracted two times twice double

My transaction failed because I set the gas fee too low. But the gas fee got substracted twice even though it shows up only once??

For me 115-30 =80 and not 50 so someone stole something right?
can i attach a screen shot?

And now a gas fee got substracted even though I didnt even go through with the transaction what the fuck.
I lost 0.025 ETH so almost 100 bucks and I dont have a clue why
30$ for the computational power needed for the transaction but where did the rest go???